To all who posted here,
I have bee in treatment from my cradle till the time that i am ashes in the wind.
It was by court order and cps, in my ages 3-10 and because I told the truth about my abuse I got some more when I got home. During that time, there was a battle in me that I would not accept the responsibility for others actions, I told the truth and i was fine.
I experienced many traumatic events from age 10-16 but was a warrior and had the energy to dismiss a lot.
At age of 28 I was assaulted at work and my neck was broken. Wcomp failures caused major emotional problems and have been in treatment 13 years because everything came to the surface. I needed long term help and went on a healing journey.
This often happens when we start Therapy for one thing, then an emotional flood erases the mask of being well and on top of everything.
Lots of important things to know, is there is no dollar amount that can make things better. Only you and the truth can resolve things and it takes effort and time. Sometimes the more we have or have accomplished get in the way of seeing our true self.
Next what you don't resolve things here and now, it will follow you.
Its like when a person says, if I only had this/that then I would be happy. You are too intelligent to know better. The hell you do know is fluid and you can change, the hell you don't know will be even more difficult and you will have to start all over again far worse than before. I have had those times when it seems like a logical, rational answer. Driving in my car and saying what a wonderful day to.... but that was my pain talking, I have chronic pain, disabled, and emotionally broken.
NOT DEFECTIVE
If these are the words in your medical records and YOU have a problem with that You have the authority to change this and it only takes 1 day to get that started.
People still the words like incorrigible, when in fact these are false statements can/are used to discriminate against a person when seeking health./life insurance or a home/apartment or job/promotions. Problematic Probabilistic Models for Relational Data have many variables and you may seek for damages if correction are not made. PM me for more info.
Things are Changing in the medical field.

Medical records are now on computers.

PRIVACY and Protection can never be guaranteed, now I am sure there will be new companies like lifelock which is supposed to guard your money and credit that will promise to guard you against errors in your medical records.

that can ruin your life.
Today I dont know whats more valuable my credit score or my medical records
I think if my medical record BY LAW must be computerized, there must be a provision for myself/All

to Administration of Health care reform, before a doctor sends in his/her notes and dxs I,WE must have a right to agree, disagree, ask for a 2nd opinion signed by both doctor and patient!

Also attached to these should be a page where the patient and dr have a voice on how patient contributed and for the patient how they were treated and signed by both dr and patient!