thanks so much everyone
I think its the first time I thought about it in a way of him having dependency issues with me too
take all of that away ,I actually really do love him and he does me ,its definitely more me that's the problem ,I think if I try really hard and talk to him about it ,well I really hope we can still be together ,he has helped me through so much and I him ,but more than that I really do love him
im being referred back to therapy and im going to try really hard because I really do genuinely love him ,so ,so much ,I don't mean in the obsession way ,I mean I genuinely love him too and I don't want to be without him because more than being obsessed with him ,I just really love him
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