I seem to be different than the other "posters".
I am not a recluse because I fear that my behavior might adversely impact others . I am a recluse because that's just who I am. I'm sure that this maladaptive behavior will be mitigated as my depression improves . But The catch 22 That i am in is that I am depressed in part b/c I am always alone , BUT my depression keeps me from wanting to interact with others . Ouy Veh