I'm having a very hard time right now. The PTSD and the depression-all of it-it's all so overwhelming and I just can't see a light at the end of the tunnel. I am so alone and so sad and it seems like it never ends. Sorry for the depressing post, if anyone reads this. I just don't know how to keep moving, to keep trying. I don't know what to do. I don't have anywhere else to go and no one to talk to. It feels like a crushing weight. Every time I think I have found something real-and feel a moment of hope- I find that I was wrong and that is even more devastating.
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