-zh, I could have written your post. People on the outside seem to think that time passes and we are magically ok. It get's too intense for them so they back off. This is my PTSD place where I get scared and need reassurance and get blame instead. What a rotten place to be. So there is a trigger and I react and I am trying to figure it out so I can feel safe and the medical profession dumbs on me.

I have noticed too that when I take charge and report the poor behavior of others in the medical field, or their incompetence, That my own providers get ticklish and start treating me like an enemy. So how are we supposed to heal from the massive/major abuse of power by those who were supposed to care for us when it repeats it'self?