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You should call right away... they will talk to you and try to help you feel better and if they feel they can't help you they will have you go to the hospital. At the hospital they will find the right meds for you to make you feel better before they will allow you to return home.
I just got out of the hospital monday after Fathers Day... I was in for 4 days this time... I was in not long before that too... can't remember when it was. While I was in I had ECT (electric shock treatment) much of my memory was lost with it this time... the reason for the second stay was I found my suicide note I wrote that put me in when I had ECT and all the bad parts of my memory came back all at once and I just couldn't handle it...I could have stayed with family but even they thought that I needed to be in the hospital again...it does help... sometimes it takes a few different meds changes while you're in the hospital but they do find something that will help... Good luck and please seek help and soon...
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