you are special and i think you are being way to hard on your self, we all have to be kind to ourselves sometimes.
hypnotherapy can help with putting positives into your mind. but also putting positive affirmations around your room in the bathroom etc....saying things like i am worthy, i am successful , i am a great person etc....
you have as much right to walk this planet as anyone else.
walk tall and have confidence in your self.
i am a total stranger and i believe in you.
take care of your self
take care