It's not about being attractive...ever...I didn't mean to put out here that I'm so good looking so why can't I find a boyfriend...I'm so much deeper, intuitive and intellectual than that.
I don't even like good looking men..who spends most of the time looking in the mirror or at the gym building big guns aka mr testosterone
What I was trying to out across...is I'm highly sexual, and sexy..so it's so hard for me. Cos I would definitely get that easily but being 100% resistant to all these other sex hungry cattle calls who looking for a one night.
I'm looking for something else. Somebody else lol...who ever that is.