((((((((((((neverNding))))))))))))) welcome to PC.

Glad you found us.

I don't have much advice to give, but is there any sort of drug program (financial) that would cover more of the cost of the medication? Can you go see the person who first prescribed you the meds and explain the situation ... perhaps they can help you locate a better medication or they know of a way to finance it? Can you afford to see a therapist?

I really am sorry you're feeling so awful right now. Please post whenever, we're a supportive bunch and we'll try to help if we can.

Take care of yourself.

(Sorry I'm not very helpful but I wanted to let you know that there are people out there who will listen)