I have been struggling. Have a lot of fear and discomfort due to other MH symptoms and so it's the food I turn to. I'm not full-on bingeing like I used to, and I haven't purged in months, which is what I want to do every time I'm full. It's really hard to live one day (one meal, etc) at a time right now. I feel like I need whatever I need to do to get through this part of my life right now but I also know I've been down this road before and food does not make anything better, seductive though it may be.