My kids just informed me that they can't have me over for Christmas because they'll be celebrating in Florida. My youngest daughter owns a house there.
I've never even been invited to Florida and they've owned the house two years.
Every time I want to see them and my grandkids I phone or email and the answer is always no, they're too busy. This summer they were too busy. Thanksgiving I was in no shape to travel after knee surgery, so I spent it alone. Christmas and New Years are a no go. It's the same every year. It's been like this for years.
My kids are the only family I have - I have no SO and my parents are dead.
I am so tired of being alone. Is this the only choice I have for the next 20-30 years? I'll be 60 next month and people live in my family until their 90's.
I wish I was dead. I can't bear the thought of spending the next 30 years by myself.