I am introducing myself gradually....i hope you all understand
I feel like a shadow...therefor I act like one
This is a huge step for me and im very scared
please bare with me
im barely starting to bare with myself....
As i retreat into this internet asylum
I feel safe and stored away from my pain
however, it is killing me
and i am scared of getting better
i dont know why...i feel bad about that
i almost dont want to get better
im afraid of what im going to find
hopefully i can find someone to reassure my pain is real
and im not the scum people really think of me...
please do not judge me until i tell my story