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Nov 10, 2013, 02:49 AM
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Member Since: Nov 2013
Location: United States
Posts: 15
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I'm not sure if this is mania or happiness...Not sure how long mania lasts but for over a month now I haven't been myself, I've been overly happy and feel almost invincible, I constantly think about sex.
I feel like my thoughts are just never-ending, I am typically a home body who has issues even going to a restaurant because I don't want people to see me. Lately I can't get enough attention, I seek it out and get such a rush from even just talking to people. I am in love with words and feel so anxious and out of my element if there is nobody around to listen to me talk.
I constantly feel the need to be doing something artistic. In a month I have gone through more journals and sketch books than I have in this entire year.
I have a 3 year old little girl and have noticed such a positive change in her behavior because of the change in mine. I play with her more,I have so much excess energy that I don't feel the need to sleep more than a couple hours a night so any chores get done when I would usually be sleeping so I can dedicate my time to her and I'm so happy and never want this to end!
That being said I am bipolar but am not currently on meds or seeing a Dr. So...as much as I want to believe that this is me happy...my rational brain says I am probably out of luck.
Any and all advice or thoughts are greatly appreciated....
Thanks a lot!
Rayleigh 
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