I OD yesterday on my meds because of a bad decision. I stopped taking my antipsychotics a few days ago in hopes of giving me energy during my depressed phrase. I was all sorts of mixed moods when that happened. I'm currently in the ICU and I'm hoping I can go home today by explaining my situation. I'm hoping I can work out a deal today such as starting antidepressants and dbt. I just want to go home :/