Kel, sounds like you're "growing" and beginning questioning your life/way things are. I don't think we stay the same forever (just our "core" does) but constantly change and "evolve." Do you do any writing?

Expressing how I felt through writing and comparing/contrasting to previous feelings and thinking about the future and what I'd like went a long way to helping me begin to understand all of me.

I enjoyed therapy too, talking with someone else and learning to express myself to myself and my therapist, "playing" with and getting a better feel for thoughts, feelings, emotions, etc. so I could better use all of myself and attributes, skills, characteristics; get a better idea of the "whole" Me.

There's nothing "wrong" about us, an illness or problem is not "wrong" but just part of life. It's no more wrong to have doubts than it is to have a broken arm. We're alive! (and I mean that in a good way, not a Frankenstein one :-)