Hi, I am new to this forum & thankful that I found it. I can't talk to anyone in my life because they just don't understand me. I know I'm a lot to handle most days, but everyone walks away. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I have always felt that way & the one time I felt comfortable with someone, they broke my heart. Everyone tells me to just move on and suck it up, etc. But, I feel like I'm a prisoner of my own mind! I'm either delusionally happy or terrible depressed.... never any middle ground. My mind always races & I exhaust myself. I just need to find some peace.