It is embarrassing I know!
I rarely contact my doc in times like that, I wait u til the depression crash hits and she pointed this out to me last week.
If u don't want doc or meds or to be unfaithful, consider MM good advice above. Also... Does your hubby know you have bp? Can you tell him you need to play NOW? I've done that before with bf & sometimes had to talk him into it, or make it clear I'm going thru something & it's all I can think about, so can he just help me out. Then poor guy I go thru the times where I'm uninterested for many months straight.