Boundary Issues in Abusive Psychotherapy | TELL: Therapy Exploitation Link Line

After reading the above link I have no choice but to accept that the two ts I hav seen were unethical and abusive towards me. It doesn't give me much hope with my new t and in fact makes me want to quit therapy forever but I know I need to finally get the help I needed but didn't get from them.
My first t was the worst, I adored her, worshipped the ground she walked on and her supervisor who was my last t and I denied anything was wrong for so long but now I have accept what happened and it scares me. I guess I am. Feeling a little vulnerable and distressed.
I am not sure what I need from this but I welcome all feedback.
Thank you