Hi everyone.... had a really good day yesterday... My sons bd party was alot of fun and oddly not stressful cause we only had 4 boys come..

My older son had lots of nice things said about him at the xc team dinner although I wasnt there because younger son had plans and would be coming home before we would be back from dinner...

So I enjoyed a few hours alone...but didnt feel lonely... I enjoyed it... And once my younger s got home i even journaled... I forgot to set the alarm..i cant figured out if I fell asleep or if i dissociated but came back cause i was biting my tongue.... It is really weird...i dont feel groggy like when i fall asleep for sure and get woken up in 10 minutes but i felt mentally fatigued .....