I am sexually confused now I love women but penises arouse me too. I feel mostly sexually attracted by shemales/ladyboys if they got a feminine body (except the genitals) and feminine face and maybe I would like to be one on my own. Somehow I feel the desire to actually be a woman. I think about doing crossdressing stuff ... Lastly I am erected by my own body and would like to have sex with myself if I could duplicate myself. Egosexuality? I am confused