The progress you have made is fantastic and a beacon of hope to us all. I understand how easy it is so hate this. At first it hurt so much to read the symptoms and realize my personality is merely text in a manual. Eventually I have come to see it is not who I am, but it is an answer for why I feel and act so different from others. I know we will always struggle with this and I know how hard it is to keep positive but it sounds like you have done such great work.