My mood is worse today. And I'm sick.

My friends actually TOLD ME to go back to residence. And they also asked me why I got out of bed this morning ... Would it sound self-centred or dependent to say I got out of bed not to go to class (which I did) but to see them?

I'm too tired to do anything. Can't focus. Can't cry. I don't know what to write anymore to help myself.

Future is what you make of it ... but mine just seems bleak and hard and stressful.

I don't want these mood swings anymore.