Welcome to PC. I hope you find what you're look for here. I know what it's like to feel so misunderstood. And I know how it feels to feel like I'm a lot to handle. I think my family gets so exhausted with me sometimes. There's rarely ever a middle ground for me, either. I think the only reason there is now is because of the meds. And I'm afraid that won't last long. The mind racing thing is the worst part of it all at times. It's hard to escape it, isn't it?

I was really glad when I found this site. It has become a sort of... safe haven. Because I know people here 'get it'. I hope you find the same relief.