for so long I have acted like nothing was ever wrong. I am a tough old bird and I can handle it. I am a depressed person. there I said it. I can't do the things I use to do due to physical limitations. I can't earn a living anymore, I can't clean my house anymore, I can hardly stand up long enough to cook a meal anymore, the list goes on and on. I even fooled a therapist when I had to go for my psych eval for my workman's comp. she put in her report she was surprised I was not depressed with all that is going on with me. Well duh! I have fooled most everyone I know. I am going on meds though and hopefully it will help somewhat. never have before but maybe this time right? anyway I am depressed due to circumstances that I can't control so we will see. thanks for letting me get this off my chest.