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Originally Posted by Sunluvr
I seem to be different than the other "posters".
I am not a recluse because I fear that my behavior might adversely impact others . I am a recluse because that's just who I am. I'm sure that this maladaptive behavior will be mitigated as my depression improves . But The catch 22 That i am in is that I am depressed in part b/c I am always alone , BUT my depression keeps me from wanting to interact with others . Ouy Veh
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Its a catch 22, for sure. I am sometimes much more comfortable in social situations where I know hardly anybody there. I don't have to worry about whether they think I'm acting weird or not... cause, you know... what the heck do they know about me, anyway?
When I DO go to social situations with one of my many circles of friends+/or colleagues—mind you, I must force myself to arrive—I always, and quite often, have a fabulous time.
I'm to the point where I'm choosing "Oh, just go for it." over "Nah. I'm burrowing in, now." a lot more. But, I know when I need to stay home... That I'm pretty clear on (plus, I always take my dog out, someplace
). I like to go with what works... when I finally figure it out, anyway.