Thanks sanity.

All of my emotional symptoms are focusing around my relationship. That I'm making him miserable, that we didn't have sex in a week so he's not attracted to me, that he doesn't really even like me anymore. I know they're irrational, I know they're symptoms of the withdrawl, but I just feel like they're picking at me and I feel so raw.

If I can get through this week, or even just tonight, without going through a major "validate me" conversation, I'll consider it a success. I'm enough of a burden on him already.