A pretty busy day today, though not emotionally fulfilling. Went to church this morning. The Pastor mentioned something about how there would be no marriage and sex in Heaven. That's great! It's that way for me here on earth now. So I've got something to look forward to when I pass away.

Met with my friend after church. It was OK. There was a buffet lunch at a college dining hall nearby and the church was invited. I didn't want to go because I don't feel comfortable at church lunches. The people are much older and they all seemed to be coupled. I thought that my friend was going to go to that, but he told me that he wasn't. I was indecisive whether to spend time with him or not. I could have, but I don't feel comfortable going to his house because it always seems real hot there and his wife is not a pleasant person. I don't feel good being with couples anyways. Well, I found out that my friend ended up going to the buffet lunch. I still would not have gone if he did.

Got busy with the laundry and took a one hour bike ride. I could have gone for more, but the sun sets real early. I finished the bike ride and it's about to get dark. Been feeling very blue and dreadful this afternoon. I am dreading tonight because I got nothing lined up and I don't have to work tomorrow. So that gives me time on my hands tonight.