My BF tries sometimes to be supportive but he gets tired of me too. I am not working and I have alot of fears about working. But I have been looking for something not too stressful that I can do that is not too far from where I live.
I am still trying out the meds and trying to get somewhat stable but nobody really wants to hear that, they don't care. I should be working, paying bills, cleaning my house, etc... I have just stopped functioning and doing anything that needs to be done. I used to be the one that did everything but now I just do nothing. I guess since I go to my appointments and the store every now and then and I email people, everyone thinks I am ok and should be ok to do the things I need to do. They look at me with disgust, everyone. It makes me want to crawl into a hole.