^^^ he wanted to get back together ^^^

and i know for a fact they have only known eachother about a year, seeing eachother on and off. ive done lots of research on the deaths, and it turns out, i may have known the two boys too. even before i found htis out, i had been very upset. i dont handle death easily. at all. i hate it. it depresses me in an instant. i feel horrible, and i reall need to jared to be here for me, but he is upset to. and i have to be there for him. if you knew him, ud see what i mean when i feel like he is advertising their deaths and how he knew them, more than he is feeling sad about it. im trying to get us through this..