I'm new here and I'm really glad I found this community. I would love to help others and learn more about myself in the process. I'm 24 and I was diagnosed with bipolar as a pre-teen and recently found out I also have BPD. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 8 months now and it seems like my intense emotions are only getting worse. It seems like every relationship I have ends up failing because of my anxiety/fears/stress...or whatever it is. Thankfully my boyfriend is really understanding but I feel like I hurt him with my freak-outs..Sometimes I can't help but react. It's almost like a skin crawling feeling..Sometimes I just snap. This only happens when I'm in relationships..I feel like I should leave him so he can be happier but I love him and he always says hell help me through it because he wants it to work.. I suffered with severe bipolar up until a few years ago when I finally found the right meds, after trying about 70 different ones...now this?? Ugh. Anyone have any advice? I don't know what to do...