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Originally Posted by AmyFed07
I think if I told him I'm seeing how far I can push myself or him, 911 would be called in 2 seconds. He already warned me last session that if I told him that I was experimenting with how many drugs I could take until something happened, that he'd have to call 911.
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AmyFed07--To a lesser degree,I am where U R. Thankfully for me I am not as suicidal as U R,but I am more suicidal than I have been in 15+ yrs? I am thank-
ful to have a great psych doc,& therapist. Like U,sometimes I wonder how short
of expressly saying that I am going to act on my desires,what would cause either
of my psych docs to admit me to the psych unit. For me the hard part is volun-
tarily going to the psych unit. I need either my doc or therapist to say " U need
to B in the hospital!" I don't do well when the decision is left up to me.
AmyFed07--It sounds like U R a lot like me. U know the hospital is the best place
4 U,but U need someone else to make the decision for U. I would urge U to call
your doc or therapist & B 100% honest about where U R & what your thinking
& feeling. If hospitalization is recommended,please follow it.
Good Luck!!!