Advice....

1) Be honest. Always, always, always. You do not HAVE a relationship if you can not be honest. I know it may freak him out. It very well could *end* the relationship. But KNOW that this is true - if he can not handle this - how will he handle severe problems later in life???

2) Stay with your therapy. Maybe find a support group (if you are not in one) to help you through rough patches.

3) TALK to someone. Not just "text", but talk...... Someone you know, a friend, someone you trust, online friend (exchange phone #s), or me.