There's a part of me that really really regrets seeking help. It's soooo expensive and it's cost my family a lot just to keep me well. I feel like it wasn't worth it. Sometimes I just feel like I am paying these people to make me sick. I hate taking meds I hate being treated like a baby, or a criminal.

The other part of me doesn't regret it. Now my family knows what I have been struggling with these past few years and they are willing to help me through it. I have a wonderful support team made up of people who really care about my well being and they are there for me when I need them.