Yeah----there is just a lot more anxiety off the meds so little stuff like this breaks me down a lot faster than how things have been for the last two years. Anyway the new psychiatrist called back but they couldn't get me in until December 20th. The end of December is that last my old psychiatrist can cover me so I hope I don't have another appointment change. Some part of me wants to be done with psychiatry forever, but if I get sick again I'll need them so I have to maintain some sort of relationship. I'm just tired of this---its like everything is always harder than it needs to be.