Hello Biiv. It is very hard to trust people and that is a very hurtful thing when you want someone in your life and you are waitng for the right person to come along. I am very sorry that you are so hurt about what has happened to you in your life, but life includes a lot of lessons abut life. If you dont feel better soon you should call your Dr perhaps you need a med adjustment that may help as well. I hope your therapist can help you get over the hurt that you are feeling and you feel better soon. Take care Soidhonia