Hello I hope things are getting better for you at this time. Sometimes when things happen you have to adjust to how you have to live your life around anxiety or depression. This does not make you a weak person, you just have to be aware of what is necessary to live your life in a manner that you want and deserve. Are you seeing a therapist and Psych Dr. Seeing a professional is a number one keuy to success in recovering from a disorder. Also there aresupport group like NAMI and DBSA or possibly others that may be a great help in recovery with your mental health management team. The main issue is not to surrender to the disorder and become weakened by not getting the help you need. I have PTSD anxiety depression and flashbacks, but I have found that a positive motivation and attitude and the right MENTAL health management is necessary to persevere in life. I hope the best for you in the future you are not alone I hope you get the help you need and deserve to be able to go on with your life. Take care Soidhonia