Hi there, welcome . I'm sorry you're really going through it. Bp depression is so hard. I started (again) lamictal around 4 weeks ago & I'm really starting to feel better. I was bad depressed like you sleeping at least 12 hrs / day. Personally I'm not a meds person but I needed serious help. I hope you can get some help, there is good supportive people here to talk to with lots of different experience & insights.