Depression is making its way back. I feel apathetic about everything. I'm scared that it will be the same like last time or worse. It's almost like a distant thought that I'm having, as if I were thinking about someone else. I'm not making any sense. T says that the way I talk about depression is like a separate entity, as if I were saying "It's the depression talking not me." So I feel scared but the feeling is almost muffled. Sorry for rambling.

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