I have a recent diagnosis as well, and before that I was diagnosed bipolar a few years ago. I really struggled with the first diagnosis and am now feeling the same again. It's hard to process at first, that your mind is sick. It's scary and made me feel inferior. But I came to terms with it the first time, after a few months, hopefully I will again. It's kind of like the grieving process, you have to claw your way to acceptance and then the healing can begin. Good luck!