So my husband and I are splicing together what is the new muscle relaxer issues and what is just my issues. He brought up that a week and a half ago I was delusional. I completely understand believing you are exhaling hatred and going to make a friends fetus evil, kill her if you visit her is 'off'. I also wanted to find the spot and cut it out. This lasted maybe 2 hrs at most. I eventually fell asleep and woke up fine. (this is the shortened version that does not include how I planed to remove the object that was causing the exhaling hatred).

I didn't/don't think much of these things until T, or pdoc started ask if I understand that these are strange thoughts. Now my husband is telling me I'm having issues with delusions thinking it's the new meds until I informed him I was not on the medication at the time. Of course I don't believe him. I knowingly didn't tell T, usually I wait awhile to inform her of these things, if I actually do say anything, and I know T feels I am under a lot of stress. I do not feel stressed though. I'm not really excepting that I may be depressed and vaguely suicidal (I'm safe) but I don't think I'm delusional. I'm numb and am not sure I really exist but I don't feel stressed or depressed. I honestly believe I'm mostly stable. I did however take the seraquol for 2 days after. I'm not really concerned at all but I don't like my husband calling me delusional if I wasn't.

So is that delusional or does there have to be a certain time amount between strange thought and delusion?