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Thankya, Cracking!!
I wish I could rip out all of my joints one by one... It's 6am here & I haven't been able to sleep or even shut my eyes. Not even hyperactivity. Just sheer. ****ing. Pain. It's intolerable & I don't know how I'll live the rest of my life knowing it will constantly be present on some level. Every single day. Whether it's a little backache from sitting or knee ache from walking or hand pain from writing or hip soreness from laying down... It's everywhere! All the time. And it's going to make me go mad.
I know it has nothing to do with psychosis, but...
Whatever.
post-scriptum;
it's now 8:30am & I'm still wiiiide awake. Decided to Stop fighting it. Played with the kitty, made coffee & a quick breakfast, read, talked to a fellow insomniac. The pain is still there... Idk if my tolerance has risen or my nerves are so shot they don't feel like conducting anymore!! But at least it's not hitting my breaking point anymore.
Last edited by Anonymous100180; Nov 12, 2013 at 07:34 AM.
Reason: Updateeeeeeeee.
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