Sorry, your wife is having such a tough time with your issues and won't educate herself about it. Sounds like the subject scares her. It does my husband. The only thing he really understands is when I'm depressed just to leave me alone. He does ask if there is anything he can get me or do for me which is nice. But when I'm depressed I only want to be left alone a quiet.

Sorry you have to go back to putting on a fake face, but that might be better than having to listen to her religious beliefs while you are not in a state that it helps. Sometimes spouses just can't get it. No matter how much we explain. They haven't been there.

Hope you have a better day today.