thank you canders, alexandra and soidhonia. i appreciate your replies so so much. i really need to know someone cares right now. im having trouble taking in all of what you re saying though. concentration is not my strong point at the moment. i will keep rereading as i can until it goes in but i wanted to thank you.
i know things are really out of whack right now cos ive been dizzy on and off for the last two days and now my right arm is getting this tingling/electricity thing in it again which i think is stress related. i missed my first lecture this morning too cos i couldnt get out of bed. im going to lie down and sleep now to see if things are better in the morning. i hate this so much.
thank you again and im so sorry for complaining and feeling sorry for myself. this will pass. at least im hopeful its happening because im actually getting somewhere this time. its just a hard place to get to but it will be good in the end.
thanks and sorry.
biiv