{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Heather}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You've got a couple of wonderful friends in 3D. Why don't you ask one of them to watch the kids and the other one to come stay with you while you let some of those feelings out. Don't judge what comes out first; whether it's the most important or not. If you allow yourself to cry, everything seems to sort itself out. And if not, that's okay, too, but you need to start releasing some of that pent up emotion.

I've never been one to hit on things to release anger. It feels much better to just scream. I take my pillow and put it over my mouth and just let 'er rip. I swear, I scream, I kick. It's exhausting but that feels good, too. LOL The last time I did it, I even fell off the bed and then turned around on my back and kicked the bed. Thank goodness it was Jerry's air mattress. LOL Just wish I could be there to hold you afterward, but like I said, you have a couple of really great friends, eh?

Love you, Sweety!





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>