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txstarrrynites said:
This is my pity time for me. It helps me to write my feelings.
My whole life seems to be a complete downward spiral of negatives and failures.
I could write a book about all the "stuff" that has happen to me. This past year is just like the previous but with more depressing thoughts. I returned to school and got my degree. I have been looking for employment since April and this hasn't help my depression at all. I had to quit the therapist cause I couldn't afford her anymore. Been off my meds now for about 4 months cause I can't afford them either. I sit in my house day after day all by myself except for my animals. My friends have moved on. It is so lonely.
On New Year's Day my boyfriend broke up with me after five years, so that wasn't good. I just feel so hopeless. I have no family close by, my two daughters live about 4 hours away. Two years ago I moved back to the town were I grew up thinking that I would be close to my friends and family.
After two years the family moved and the friends have their own lives. Thanks for reading. It helps to put it down in writing.

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