thank you all for your support....no im not in therapy...first, not enough money, what money i do have and will get needs to go to medical, my health is going downhill and i dont know why, and my mother made it very clear to me if i ever sought therapy she would see me as a weak spineless person (please, i dont feel that way at all...you all are very strong and very brave...thats just what my mother told me)
im hoping the voices go away...mainly its at night so...hopefully if they at least stay there ill be ok