Yes. And she says that if I honestly cared about her I wouldn't keep constantly jeopardizing her job when all she's done is tried to help me on a personal level and work-wise. She also says that now she has no respect for me because obviously I have no problem lying my way out of things and blaming other people in the process.

I don't know what to do anymore. She says after all she did for me, this is the thanks I give her she doesn't know what to think of me anymore. She says I should just stop and think before I speak, especially when it comes to her work. I am trying to explain that is what I try to do, but when the bosses speak to me I get nervous and because I have been feeling so stressed, when they talk to me I feel like I am being cornered and so my mind doesn't think properly. Not to say that I say bad stuff about her on purpose, but my instinct is to be honest and sometimes too much honesty is not the best as we all know.

She also pointed out that I should be more careful because what comes around, goes around and that just has me on edge now. I know before I was thinking it "what if one of these days she approaches our supervisor and tells her something about me on purpose to get me fired", and now hearing her say that it scares me even more.