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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
I don't have anything to run from---its just me---I do feel like I want to cry though---not sure why?
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I can totally relate to the last few posts. Today I am a terrible combo of angry, frustrated, and depressed. I actually did allow myself to do a bit of crying last night after my youngest daughter and I got into an argument and she said some very hurtful things......she doesn't like me, can't stand to be around me, can't wait to move away for college, never wants to live with me again. Those things she said all because she was very angry because I won't allow her boyfriend whom I don't like to spend the weekend at our tiny apartment! No freaking way will I allow that kinda crap to happen in my house! I totally feel like taking Daisy and running very far away and never coming back. I'm considering getting my own tiny apartment somewhere and letting all 3 of my kids get their own places and figure out how to do things on their own. I'm sick of the disrespect I receive from them when I'm doing the best that I can. I'm seriously ready to just shut down completely! Ugh!