Lexi, it breaks my heart, how alone you have been. I'm truely sorry you have no family or friends to share the holidays with, even though, I'm not excited about them myself.

I lost my mom a few years ago and no holiday has been the same without her. She was my rock. And I'm much older than you and I had her around for many years to support me. So knowing that bond I really wish I could put arms around you and give you a hug.