Mulan Welcome, I 'm sorry you're having such a hard time, you don't deserve it, sometimes it is hard to make friends especially because you seem smart, some people probably don't feel like they are good enough for you. Maybe they are intimidated by your intelligence???I hat clicks and tried so hard to be in one in high school, but realised before it was too late, luckily, and did find new friends in the cafeteria. There is still hope!!!